I have a strap-on set up that I like, but on a recommendation, I bought a Tantus Feeldoe. The marketing materials suggest that it's a "harness-free" dildo for tandem use–a strap on without the straps. Supposedly, any woman with adequate PC muscles should be able to "hold on" to the bulb end–no harness required. It sounded interesting to me, and so I ordered one.
Of course, I prefer to try things out on my own (when possible) before I try them with a partner. When it arrived in the mail, I wanted to see if it was comfortable and determine whether or not it would stay in. I wasn't looking to play with it… just testing…
After cleaning it, I took it up to the bedroom, slipped off my jeans, and grabbed some lube from my nightstand. Quickly and clinically, I applied a few drops of lube to myself and to the toy.
No fantasy, no sexy thoughts, no warm up… just testing it. Sitting on the bed, knees apart, I eased it in.
It slipped into place easily and the feeling of being filled so suddenly and so completely was surprising. More unexpected than that, I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror and the visual was incredibly erotic–knees splayed open, bare thighs, soft smooth skin, pink pussy, and a rock hard bright blue cock. It looked odd and hot, all at the same time.
I swung my hips back and forth a little was surprised at how it swayed with my body, like a man's cock. I grabbed the lube, put a few more drops into my hand, and watched in the mirror as I masturbated my new cock. First, whisper light touches at the tip, circling it with my fingers, sliding my fingertips down to the base, and then and back up the underside. I liked the way it looked, seeing my own perfectly painted pink fingernails teasing my unnaturally blue cock.
Besides being turned on by the oddly arousing image, it felt incredible–the little bulb inside rocking gently on my g-spot. Depending on the pressure and the angle, the base of the cock rubbed teasingly on my clit. Holyfuckitfeltgood. I played with it for a while, fascinated by the ridiculous spectacle of my own body with a not-quite-my-own cock. At some point, I felt the flush in my cheeks, the delicious pangs of pleasure in my pussy, and realized it was all building, slowly and steadily, to what might be an epic orgasm. The teasing was too much and I couldn't stop myself.
I held my cock in my fist and started jerking like a man–hard and rhythmic and deliberate. Each stroke pounded into my g-spot, rubbed against my swollen clit, and pushed me closer and closer. It didn't take long. Soon every muscle in my body was screaming for release and I thrusted my hips up to fuck my hand, and ohmygod so close…
At the absolute edge, it was as if I lost control of my body. I arched my back, jerked my hips, and after the first incredible wave of contractions, I felt the warmth and wetness gush over my pussy and over the base of my cock. The waves of pleasure kept coming and coming… I have no idea how long it lasted, but it was fucking intense.
When I finally collected myself enough to open my eyes and look down, my cock looked as if it were throbbing in the post-throes of orgasm. The orgasmic contractions in my pussy were strong enough to make my cock pulse.
I made an epic mess–I soaked though the sheets down to the mattress. It was messy and overwhelming and mindblowing and I'm still a little shocked by it. Without question, it was the most intense orgasm I've ever experienced.
… and I was all by myself. I can't even allow myself to imagine what it would be like to fuck him with it…. ohmygod….